Kad Jemputan Perkahwinan Tidak Diundang.

''El,Mr A**** got married''..the moment my friend saying that words,my world like turning to the end..I lost words..the memory that I still keep in my mind,my heart and my soul since 8 years ago like just happen yesterday..yes..a memory..a really bad memory..its a not a love story but about man yang pernah I panggilnya sebagai ''KAWAN'' or ''FRIEND''.who now the worst ENEMY I ever meet in my life..hell no..no..no..no.. I dont want to know about him again..ever..and ever..

My Friend show me his invitation card that he wrote ''El,please come to my wedding day,I need to talk to you'' that he gave to my friend behalf of him. Hell no..no..no..after 8 years,why now???why not last 8 years??should I wish him congratulations or wish u all the best with your wife??or should ask his wife to leave him??or should I this..should I that????Ya Allah,help me..but after sat for a while having some strawberry with chocolate, I became normal again..ok,El this the time that I should forgive him and move on..forgive does'nt mean we must be a bestfriend again and forgive is doesnt mean Im weak..

To Mr A**** ,Im sorry I wont come to your wedding days,and I dont want to know whatever from you again..but still from the bottom of my heart ''I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST''.Please do not destroy my life again because I had an amazing life without you ;))))

After 10 years looking for it..FINALLY..

Like A Dream..first time i read this book i was 14. Time tu I ada di asrama,like usual life in hostel on weekend pulak memang sangat membosankan kerana sentiasa mengadap buku akademik.My senior yang selama ni very talkative tetibe hari tu sangat diam. Apa sahaja ditanya cuma memberi respon kepala sahaja, itu pun dh cukup baik sebab most of the time,dia xkan berikan any respon. I was wondering whats going with her? Dengan badan i yang 8kg lebih kurus dari sekarang at that time, I terus panjat katil dia and found out what happen to her. I found out yang dia sangatlah leka baca buku ni but at that time,cover book dia amat lusuh and of course sebab buku ni ditulis tahun i dilahirkan (198.....) hehehe..Trust me,after this novel dh beralih tangan pada I,my world was totally change..Im totally not myself..I never interest of any malay books before but this books make me like a part of it..I keep carrying to class,mosque,toilet,canteen,field and wherever I go until i finished it..until my ustaz yg bagi tazkirah pun boleh stop and ask me to stop reading in front tousand student ;p walau malu,after 5 minutes ustaz started his tazkirah again,I sambung balik..sorry la Ustaz, Im more interested to Assad Effendi than u ;)) the devil must happy with me right..astagfirullalazim..

10 years i was keep looking this novel from every bookstore..but I lansung xjumpa..until I tetibe rasa nak google it and I FOUND IT..OMG...serius,walau dh lama xbaca i tetap ingat setiap dialog and perjalanan cerita,,I akan berusaha sampai lubang cacing mencari buku ni..wish me luck ;)))

This Is A Story About A Girl Name Elle ;))

Finally,i had my own blog and my blog will be my new BFF ;))